i'm trying to be artistic these days. my fav! honey balls...
organic chem is so killing me.... just if you didn't already know.
my most respected teacher of all time. MISS ABRAHAM. i used to fear but now it's all love.. :D
busy weekend.. friday was teachers' day celebs, had much fun seeing old friends and many unfamiliar faces in bedok south(sec.sch). apparently i look different to them from last year. i wonder why... must be the hair. fri night was spent with the kidos at clarke quay with chinese lanterns. my bro was dancing to the very upbeat music across the river from clubs. besides that, he wanted to take pics with strangers posing by the river. very funny.. i feel lazy to go on abt whats happened cos it seems so normal. hope this coming week with be PRODUCTIVE and HAPPY.

-the end-

OVER YOU by Chris Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

slack weekend=more work on weekdays.

SIGH.

YOU ARE GOD ALONE

You are not a god
Created by human hands
You are not a god
Dependant on any mortal man
You are not a god
In need of anything
we can give By Your plan,
that's just the way it is

You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone
You're the only God
Whose power none can contend
You're the only God
Whose name and praise will never end
Youre the only God
Who's worthy of everything we can give
You are God
And that's just the way it is

Unchangeable
Unshakable Unstoppable
Thats what You are

This song was a reminder, more of a rebuke? As if God was telling me that i'm not the source, but He is. Everyday life, expectations have influenced me yet again on the lifestyle i want to have. Just yesterday, i was just telling my friend of my aspiration. It was dry and pragmatic. Something i don't want but yet want to have. i know, things of the earth is worthless, but yet we need it so much.

It was not just the song, but also Psalm 127:2
2 In vain you rise early and stay up late, toiling for food to eat— for he grants sleep to those he loves.

i felt extremely moved by this. it hit me that alot of problems were created by man. who are we to blame God for our distress? i have to stay faithful to my aim in life and not just chase after pleasures. it's said that pleasures doesn't spell happiness.

this toot looking monkey is andrea's file cheeyang and me during gp
andrea trying to hide her big face aft laughing at the way i played during piano exam
me pigging out as usual and attempt to be artistic
me and andrea during gp again!
THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY

it has been a long long week filled with stuff that happened. what my friend said made a bit of sense, maybe that person who picked up my wallet needed the cash more than me. though im sore, well, he might just have his payback in whatever the form, i do not care. i shall just focus on being a careful schoolgirl.

less than 5weeks to promos. it's like PROMOs. i took 35mins packing my table that day and i realised how much rubbish piled my desk.
E.g: 6 issues of 8 Days, After Eight Dinner mints, DUE way back tutorials, some prune thingy left by dunno who, loads of stuff that will have a better home somewhere else.

i suddenly realised i should stop being slack and leave stuff to the last minute!

i'm feeling elated cos i found out a good number of friends from aussie will be back in dec. the best part is, sch term next year is only starting on 12 Jan 2009. COOOL. won't have the New Year Blues anymore...

LOST WALLET

Today Chee Yang was just telling me he lost his wallet. And now i've lost mine. It has been 4years since i last lost one on a bus. And now history repeats itself. I can't even think how i left it on the bus! For now i'm just praying that SOMEONE at least leaves the stuff behind even if he takes the cash.

HAPPY THOUGHTS

DURIAN SEASON!
my favorite! the texture, mix of sweetness and bitterness in each bite, the sense of satisfaction when i finish 10 seeds in 1 sitting...

TODAY!

hey:) it just hit me that i flung my exam today.

LACKING

1. confidence
2. practice
3. every good thing that isn't list here.

i figure, not all is lost. PROMOS is in 5 WEEKS! my chance to be the light.

Last friday, met up with Shavonne. I miss her so! the great thing is that i'll be seeing her tmr too! yay!!!

Such a relief from school and all...

piano exam!

it's in less than a week. GOSH. Help! I shall give it my best shot from now onwards..

my daily life

i drew this during math! So this is my life, math and more math. Kinda cool? I have been struggling! Like any human would if everything comes at a go.

But i'm ever so grateful that God is my support.

Just backtracking, Open House on Saturday. i had lovely candy floss and strutted down Saintsway for Saints For Christ. It was nevertheless gulps of um, laughter?

OH this was cell lunch on Sun. 3rd August 2008, I fell to my knees at Eunos MRT Station. It was a humiliating moment, that's for sure. Anyhows, Boon brightened my day by fetching me from there.

Oh wells, i started looking for an ATM as soon as i got back up onto my two klutzy feet.

pathetic night

BEFORE

AFTER

this is my before and after pics for my dinner.. not much of a change.. but anyhows, i'm full!

HAVING FUN WITH BEARS

CANDY FLOSS!
Open house was fine.. well eating snacks mostly. heh(:

i MOVE but won't FORGET

ah now im a total cynic. God please cure me...

racial harmony

joel! and jannah!

ME&JOEL

GRACIA&ME

it was a not too cool day for me.. i felt i was attracting the wrong attraction...

oh wells, at least i had fun with my cool classmates who wore.. though not many of them.

i miss secondary school days where we hecked what people thought of us, and wore crazy costumes. i still rmb one video my secondary 4 classmates and i made.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=mX5IzeTX4Mw

it was just crazy but hilarious.. i miss those days so much!

Control Room is a 2004 documentary film about Al Jazeera and its relations with the US Central Command (CENTCOM), as well as the other news organizations that covered the 2003 invasion of Iraq. Made by Egyptian-American filmmaker Jehane Noujaim, the film was distributed by Magnolia Pictures.

Weapons of Mass Destruction? How about these kids? Do they look capable of terrorizing anyone?

what are friends for?

dexterTim & DarrenHarresh!
These days, letting go of all my sorrow.

Having friends who can make me laugh at my gloomy days just makes life so much easier.

Thank God for friends :)

family

Recent events have led me to rethink my perspective of family. Indeed they aren't around forever. My dear great grandmother has been battling cancer these few years, though not serious or evident, suffering is present and she tries her best not to alert us with her condition. This time, another cancerous growth has emerged. There's nothing much to do as she rather not go for strong treatment like chemotherapy. How does it feel to know that the end is coming? What pastor josh said on sunday reminded me, how would it be for a non believer to leave not knowing or having a eternal resting place.

Certaintly a reflective period for me now...

whats next?

after deliberating with my friend today, i've decided. it's not a time to commit and i'm not ready.

But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing T
hat was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

i think i'm the one bowing out this time.
i'm sorry..

today was exihilarating! our class had our street market stall and i must say, i was a success! we were apprehensive at first, definitely. the cost for our products were slightly higher and we were going for the masses. but at the end of it all, it was fruitful and fun to just sweat it all out for our SO-CHEEZY stall. will post pics soon on facebook i guess..

what i long for is not what i get

how small a request never seems to be fufilled

if only i could express

my regret

would it help to a certain extent?

Thursday, 26 June 08

It had been ages since i've seen this old friend of mine.

Visiting me the day before my last paper. HOW NICE!

He is Harresh Krishnan. The face for BOOST. Some energy drink...

Seth having his fill at Crystal Jade. A true blue chinese boy having crispy noodles and xiao long bao :))

The NEW look: Mischevious face!
not so serious moments
Exams are FINALLY over. I can hardly believe i survived it. On the day of my first paper, i received goodluck and whatever good wishes. highly encouraged!!! Now it's time to do shopping for my class food stall for this friday's college day. I feel at lost now when i'm not rushing like mad to finish a chapter of economics or whatnots.. I need a purpose again!