Sunday, May 10, 2009

this is to....

someone,
who never fails to make me laugh

someone, 
who is there when i fall

someone, 
who listens with the heart

i know i can count on that someone.

A Moment like this. 
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this. 
Some people search forever for that one special kiss. 
I cant believe its happening to me. 
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this. 


counting down the days, i know that date is drawing near. i don't wanna be foolish but i want to enjoy the moments now, and not regret.
i promise to do my best.
i was made that way and would have to do so to honor my creator for such abilities. 

i don't want to forget today, or every moment ever. even the solemn ones that barely last. 

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

a birthday

i see a change.
for all i know, my real dad would very well take a backseat and title of non-existance.

no hard feelings
it was just a fantasy
that i thought things would change for the better
i'm glad it's over and i know the truth
my ignorance and unrealistic dreams
i love to know, that i have one true Father
One of many names, but just one heart 
that loves me 
truly


Surely children weren't made for the streets
And Fathers were not made to leave
Surely this isn't how it should be
Let Your kingdom come
Surely nations were not made for war
Or the broken and due to be ignored
Surely this couldn't be what You saw
Let Your kingdom come
Here in my heart
And I will live to carry your compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be your hands and feet
And I will give with the life that I've been given
And go beyond religion to see the world be changed
By the power of Your Name
The power of Your Name
Surely life wasn't made to regret
And the lost were not made to forget
Surely faith without action is dead
Let Your Kingdom come
Lord break this heart
Jesus Your Name
Is a shelter for the hurting
Your Name
Is a refuge the weak
Only Your Name
Can take the undeserving
Jesus Your Name
Holds everything I need