life's a bitch sometimes

i thought my first post will be abt HK but that can wait since i was such a klutz and left my pinkie camera at grandmas'.

while my friends are having great fun in school for project work, i find my life kinda unproductive and meaningless. this sense of emptiness is beginning to show. 

why do i have to even think of you? why are you even in my thoughts weeks on?

Be careful what you wish for 
'Cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all 
And then some you don't want

i sure got more than i wished for. which turns out to be such a joke on me.